| Wednesday, December 21, 2005 |
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MARCHING ON
I should write more often. Not for anyone but for myself...
I miss those times when I all I have was my pen and my notebook, and my dreams...
Ah, it was with fresh eyes that I looked on to the future and oh I dreamed...
Above all, I believed.... I believed in myself.
Suddenly, I didn't know what devoured me inside, leaving a hole right in the core of my soul...
So I roamed aimless.... searching....
In other people, I tried to seek acceptance...
But I have come to the end of the line,
I'VE HAD ENOUGH!
(oh what a sweet release)
At first, I wanted to write here because the new year is near, and I wanted to start it right
"By reflecting on things to correct in myself" (this is BAD, very BAD and self-destructive thinking- let go of this!)
So surprisingly, I'm writing my ode and promise, for always:
I do not need a brand new me. We never did.
I will walk taller, speak more of my mind, let my voice be heard and even SHOUT when necessary, stand by my convictions, and guard my happiness.
Enough with years I've wasted in unhappiness.
I am my own hero.
And this time, I will not stop writing or believing.
BRING IT ON 2006 & BEYOND! |
posted by Mari_Belle @ 12:13 AM  |
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